Wednesday, January 18, 2012

I used to feel like George in the art of getting by. I felt like I'm nobody I make no difference to this beautiful world maybe that's true. I asked myself what if I could choose my own world, my own life? I could play my character I want to be. Would that make my day better or just worse because I'm a bad chooser.
I am like the deaf. I always feel the silence, I see things in some different way. I'm not sure if I follow them, I don't know what is right or just good enough.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Angus And Julia Stone - Big Jet Plane


This is really a great song to calm me down. I don't need a video clip to feel what he wants to say.beautiful!

Friday, December 16, 2011

I might be a perfectionist. It's not easy, I always wanted everything too be perfect, sometimes I hurt myself. When I tried too hard, I could dropped and felt so down. I have a problem to choose things, I aleays wanted the best, even I know there is nothing better. Today is my graduation, I am so frightened.What if it wont be great as I imagine.What if I get there too late,what if I sweat alot,what if the picures turn out a disaster.

Thursday, December 8, 2011


Brazil. There is a lot, a lot kind of people,But truly inside they are all the same, just a beautiful and friendly folk. A short story of mine, so I moved in to this nice city called São Paulo last year.Friends and language are the most strange things I found. I needed some time to fit in into them, and until now I feel like something is still missing.

Sveiki!

This will be a place I type down all things of my mind. I dream, I imagine, I create my own different little world. Maybe no one cares, maybe no one wants to know but i can't just keep all of my stories in my mind. Someday I will forget them and life is just one real humble thing I lived in.
By the way Sveiki means Hi in latvian.